Author Archives: Xiaoyu Zheng

Remodeling the Inside

By | July 20, 2022

Hi there, Did you spot any “odd” color combinations on your walk? I saw flowers with bright rosy pedals and clustered yellow centers – two warm and bright colors wrestling with each other. How dare you nature?! How dare you throw colors so vibrant at me with full abandon?! What else can I do besides… Read More »

Still Trying

By | July 13, 2022

Greetings, Is your eating disorder back online? Are you so anxious you feel like you are about to explode? Do you get no solid rest and do not want to get up to do anything? Even things you’d enjoy like writing, singing and making music? If you check Yes to the above questions, you are… Read More »

Poem- On Last Week of June

By | June 29, 2022

Kelly lied. Ben taped my bleeding fingers. Antoine complained about the summer heat. Gina said yes to the invite. I made a cute shoulderless top. Tess looked at me and my body wanted to swim into her arms. All the warm and soft lovers we are. We bit our tongue and ran around. Telling ourselves,… Read More »

Cycles

By | June 28, 2022

Hi friends, Have you had some real food? What about a glass of water? I am writing to you on a beautiful sunny day. My head, heart and spirit all feel heavy. Constant movement and evolution is what we are asked to engage with, in what direction we don’t yet know with clarity. I feel… Read More »

Feel Thy Feelings

By | June 23, 2022

Hello friends, What are you learning and reading this summer? If you care to share with me, I’d love to know. I picked up my novel draft and started to comb it through. It is a project that I want to finish. I thought about what I will share with you this week – nothing… Read More »

I belong to You

By | June 14, 2022

Hi friends from the inter webs, I am writing to you in my lavender tank top and gray cotton shorts. Summer is in full swing. The sun is shining. In this season’s vibrancy, my mood does not match the weather. For anyone who suffers from depression and anxiety, I hope you could try to accept… Read More »