Hi friends,
How have you been? Anything memorable to share?
I am moving in with Boyfriend at the end of October. And I am attending a professional training program. Life is busy, chaotic, and full.
There is a city park near my new place. It is great for walks. Early this morning, I tried out the pickleball court there. My hand-eye coordination needs improvement. Boyfriend is a stronger player. We both had fun playing a little sports ball.
Boyfriend is looking for jobs. I find the process more stressful for me. I need and want him to find a job asap to pay for things. Money is useful. I am not expecting him to pay for me but I am expecting him to pay for himself.
When I feel stressed, I like to cook and eat a lot. My stomach is suffering. Boyfriend’s stomach is happy. I sometimes wonder whether I am fit to couple with a human male. I like being alone and having my own space. Boys smell like boys. I am mostly happy with Boyfriend. We make each other laugh and help each other think better. His job offer needs to come soon to keep this relationship alive. Are you looking for a patient mathematician/machine learning data scientist in the New York area? Hire him. He is good.
I am writing with a cup of coffee next to me. There will always be a cup of coffee or tea nearby. I am considering moving my writings to Substack. Only considering. You know how I like to think through things.
Settling down feels good to me for three weeks. Now, I am itching to move again. Somethings are just as they are. I am okay with my constant desire to change and to explore. Maybe I will take Boyfriend to Maine for a few days.
Do you have a list of places you are going to next? Share with me if you want to. I can use some inspiration.
Hope you are in good health and spirit. It is good to be alive, on average.
Sending much love,
Xiaoyu/Lillian*
*Friends know me as Lillian.
