Dear readers,
I hope wherever you are, you can grant yourself a moment of peace. Take a deep breath in, hold it for 4 seconds and let it all out. Repeat for a dozen times.
I am in an interesting space where I don’t feel real. I am here and not here. My body is warm and I take that as a good sign. My perception of reality has been shifting at an accelerated rate. I am scared. I feel like a ghost from time to time. Perhaps what is going on in the world makes reality difficult to grasp. Perhaps some people are more connected to the spirits. Perhaps I just need to see people, interact with real humans and touch them. Perhaps some fresh air and a walk in nature is going to help. Perhaps I am better at being a ghost. Perhaps I could inquire the spirits and get better answers.
Maybe something good is hidden in the near future. Maybe something good is hidden in the right now. I will stretch and drink some water. It is a sunny day here. I shall cherish the sun and have it rule my face.
I send you love and respect. Please hold on.
Xiaoyu
